Oh. He hadn't realized kissing might be a problem, but he quickly sees why once Ivan has pointed it out to him. A light flush fills his cheeks as he relinquishes his hold on the other man.
"Yes, of course. I'm sorry, I'll let you... work," he finishes lamely. What else does he call this? The fact that he's visiting a professional to learn about having sex with another man is something he's come to terms with already.
That causes Ivan to laugh, although not rudely, and he indulges himself by kissing him again -- he doesn't mind it at all, really. David's genuine, well. The fact that he's genuine and knows what Ivan is there for and what he isn't there for is terribly endearing. "We can go back to it once we've finished," Ivan promises, pulling away reluctantly, body and fingers.
Ivan re-settles between David's legs, massaging the skin of his thighs idly as he coats the toy with a generous amount. Satisfied, he gives David a nod. "Alright, I'm going to use the toy now," he says, and nudges the head of it against David before pressing it in, not going further than the head as he watches the other man for his reaction.
That's not a sensation he expected. Not after the kissing. Duv's eyes widen as his body immediately tenses at the intrusion. Lubricant or not, it feels strange and almost painful though Duv is unsure if he should contribute that to the act itself or the fact that he's never clenched this tightly before in his life.
"Is it supposed to feel like that?" he asks with a frown and tries very hard not to pull away from Ivan. Why couldn't they go back to the kissing? He enjoyed the feeling of Ivan's lips on his unlike whatever this is.
"Er." Ivan says, pulling back for David instead. "You'll have to be more on what 'that' is, David, or else I can't say."
Had he not prepped the man enough? Discomfort for a first time was hardly unusual, but Ivan had hoped that he'd be a little bit more enthusiastic about it. Surely this isn't a reflection of his skill.
"The dildo, is it supposed to feel like--" he trails off there, floundering for the right descriptor. He hadn't thought he'd have an issue, Ivan's fingers had felt fine enough and he had the man in his arms. Not so far away from him, like they are now.
"Like something intruding." He finishes lamely with a frown. "I don't know why it's different."
Oh God this is about his skill, isn't it. Ivan stops, and removes the toy. "Would you like to go back to my fingers? You're unused to the feeling of the toy, which might be why it feels so uncomfortable. But we can put it off for another day."
Even if Ivan does think that David is, quite possibly, the patient he's had to be slowest with.
"That may help," he answers cautiously, relaxing instinctually now that the toy is out. Is it something as simple as him not being used to the feeling of it? Or...
"No, but every client is different." So there's nothing to be ashamed of, clearly. Ivan runs his clean hand through David's hair, leaning up to hover over him again. "Why don't we continue with kissing first -- you clearly found that enjoyable."
There's relief when Ivan's face comes into view. That part of the man's anatomy he is quite familiar with and enjoys. A small smile flashes across his face as he meets Ivan's gaze. The man's right, David did enjoy that and he could spend the whole session doing that if he weren't trying to make progress.
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"Yes, of course. I'm sorry, I'll let you... work," he finishes lamely. What else does he call this? The fact that he's visiting a professional to learn about having sex with another man is something he's come to terms with already.
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Ivan re-settles between David's legs, massaging the skin of his thighs idly as he coats the toy with a generous amount. Satisfied, he gives David a nod. "Alright, I'm going to use the toy now," he says, and nudges the head of it against David before pressing it in, not going further than the head as he watches the other man for his reaction.
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"Is it supposed to feel like that?" he asks with a frown and tries very hard not to pull away from Ivan. Why couldn't they go back to the kissing? He enjoyed the feeling of Ivan's lips on his unlike whatever this is.
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Had he not prepped the man enough? Discomfort for a first time was hardly unusual, but Ivan had hoped that he'd be a little bit more enthusiastic about it. Surely this isn't a reflection of his skill.
Is it?
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"Like something intruding." He finishes lamely with a frown. "I don't know why it's different."
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Even if Ivan does think that David is, quite possibly, the patient he's had to be slowest with.
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"Is this a common issue you've had with clients?"
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"I would enjoy that. Greatly."