"No, no, that's what I meant too," he quickly, and nervously, reassures. "I'm not used to having an audience." Which explains why his hands falter as they unfasten his pants. He debates for a moment before shimmying out of the rest of his clothing even if it causes the flush on his face to darken. It's not as if Ivan hasn't seen him naked before, but it doesn't change how odd it feels.