The 'homework' he'd been given had been more difficult than he expected. It's only been a week since his first appointment to give him time to look over the materials given and he's not sure he's really ready for his next session. The masturbating hadn't even been the hard part, it had been the careful consideration of every damn sex act described in the pamphlet that he had to rate an interest in that gave him pause. This was going to be seen by someone. A professional, but still a someone.
In the end, he forces himself to be brutally honest. There was no point in paying for help from a LSP if he was going to lie to them. That's what he told himself and it had kept him calm right up until he's outside the man's door.
If he survived graduate school, he can survive figuring out his sex life. He takes a deep breath and heads into the office to settle in for his first real meeting.
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In the end, he forces himself to be brutally honest. There was no point in paying for help from a LSP if he was going to lie to them. That's what he told himself and it had kept him calm right up until he's outside the man's door.
If he survived graduate school, he can survive figuring out his sex life. He takes a deep breath and heads into the office to settle in for his first real meeting.