His LSPT's words only half-register in his mind. The ability to say no at any point is something well ingrained by now in their sessions. His hold on Ivan's hand remains firm and he draws in a breath at the careful addition of another finger. If this is what the man can do with only his hand, David wonders how everything else would feel...

It's then that Ivan's final explanation hits him. "Ah -- this is all?" And then the toy? How would that compare? This felt better than he thought, but shifting it to another unknown has him glancing down with slight unease. "How different will it feel?"