Being with Ivan gives him the confidence he didn't think he had. Academics, politics, even business he felt at home navigating, the social complexities that plagued him on Komarr. When it came to actually being with someone... That's where everything became muddled for him. Being with Ivan felt natural in a way and part of David wonders if it's from the man himself or finally acknowledging his sexuality.

He's relaxed and closes his eyes, letting Ivan take over. His hands slide up the man's sides as he grips at the fabric of Ivan's shirt. This feels natural and he's too focused on the feel of Ivan's lips to be impressed by the man's one-handed undressing.