He ducks his head shyly as he moves at Ivan's direction to make the readjusting easier. Good, there was something comforting about being held by the other man. A feeling he hopes to replicate if he can manage to maneuver himself into a real relationship without fear or pressure. It may be impossible back on Komarr, but on Beta Colony...
The thought doesn't go far, not once Ivan's hands and lips are on him. David can't even remember the last time he'd had a blowjob, but he knows damn well they never included this kind of lead-up. He gasps loudly, hand immediately moving to rest on the back of Ivan's head so he can run his fingers through the man's hair. This may be his job, but David can't help feeling exceptionally... cared for? Cared about? He's not sure how to describe the emotions bubbling in his chest and instead focuses on the attention he's so sorely missed.
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The thought doesn't go far, not once Ivan's hands and lips are on him. David can't even remember the last time he'd had a blowjob, but he knows damn well they never included this kind of lead-up. He gasps loudly, hand immediately moving to rest on the back of Ivan's head so he can run his fingers through the man's hair. This may be his job, but David can't help feeling exceptionally... cared for? Cared about? He's not sure how to describe the emotions bubbling in his chest and instead focuses on the attention he's so sorely missed.